The Silence in Silence

As I heard the rain knocking with its soft fingers on my window and dropping loud as tears drops over the windowsill I sat still and tried to listen to the silence. But I heard none. All I heard was the morn sun as it hid behind the clouds over an even distant tower. I heard my shower running softly and singing, (Sssh, splash, sssh, splash) I also heard the sing, and his ring falling in.... (bling, bling) Then I walked out the room following the step I heard as I walked down wooden stairs, (clack, tan,clack, tan tan,clack). In the kitchen (woooozzzz) the expresso coffee was waiting . And outside his car drove away, and all I heard was the sound of silence and a car cutting the wind in half. Then I looked around for the silence in silence, but I found none, just like my thoughts, I got a rush of throbbing noises, a bird, the doors, the leaves of the floor, some sang and flew away, then the grass, the lizards that stayed, the cars, and the wind that could be cut with a knife the one stabbed inside my heart as you one more time in deafening silence walked away...